Elizabeth Taylor dead at 79 years old. Full news go to CNN.
I always found her a very very very beautiful woman. ^_^ May her soul rest in peace.
This is my first attempt of nail art. I love wearing nail polishes, especially dark colors. So I tried to do easy peasy nail art using my embossing tool for crafts;
I've seen people in youtube do this technique and I have embossing tools so I might try it out. It is very easy to do for flower type. I guess you can do it with tooth picks as well. I will try it later. So this is how it looks like,
Not too bad. It is not as clean or neat as I want it to but I give myself credit for trying. ^_^
I'll admit that I am a jealous person. I am fortunate to have someone who said "she's beautiful but not as beautiful as you". Some might say it is a lie when guys said that or he just saying that to make me feel a bit better about myself or just to cover up because he just drooling his saliva on other hot girls but ....
if you really know that person you know that isn't about lying. Do you really want to hear your bf told you "OMFG, she's hotter than you", and there's goes my elbow to his chin in speed mode. Don't tell me shit about " he is lying to you/he is not sincere/ shouldn't fall for that" because usually girls who tell me that is single.
The moment I am in a relationship, words is something I hold on to and action complete it. Though I'm admit I am one of those girls who interpreted a simple innocent statement to something totally bitchy. Like;
Boy: You smell nice today.
Girl: I don't smell nice before or ever?! Are you saying, all this while, I am a bit smelly?
Boy: *face palm*
Boy: You are a very good lover
Girl: Not the BEST that you had?
Boy: Better than any other.
Girl: Who's the best then?!!!
Boy: *face palm*
Perhaps that is a consequences for being single for too long before leads to PMS stupid argument like above. It is crazy how I always want to be perfect in his eyes.
Though after awhile, I've become more relax and more being who I am really am with him than trying to be what I thought he wants me to be.
When I was single, I was determined not to lose myself for a guy but once I met him, every thing that I stand for have to be suited with him, compromising and working it out. Agree to disagree and not sweat the small stuff.
So anyway, whenever he told me that I am more beautiful, I believed him.
It remind me of a song from Kings of Convenience;
"The loneliest people
Were the ones who always spoke the truth"
After more than a year in a relationship, I've often lost in words. I am not a good talker though I am considering myself a good listener. The point is, whenever my loved ones complaint about something or let his feelings flowing with either compassionate, enthusiatic or even frustration, I've often in a position of " I wish I could say something really smart or inspiring" but that never come.
I could say "I understand" along with nodding and squirting your eye a little to make it more sympathetic but that is not what I wanted to do sometimes. I wanted to say something to make him feel better or even happy after I said something but I will end up being silent and giving him a hug.
Perhaps I am over thinking it. Perhaps it is a good thing not to say something even you're intention are nice because you never know sometimes what comes out from your mouth will making it worse. (weheartit)
Action speaks louder than words but if I have one wish, I want to be a bit funnier. ^_^
I am pretty inactive in my blog world recently..no idea apparently and I can't do much of make up stuff that much because I've been busy rearranging my thoughts and I feel and look terrible now. Beside, I never intended to blog about beauty or make up all the time, I don't have much money to buy all the stuff anyway. ^_^
So a bit of update, I've been on a cruise few days ago. Helsinki to Stockholm and back. It was my first cruise ever and it was fun. I've really enjoyed it and experienced the "Finnish" way of cruising. That's how my bf would describe it.
There were 4 of us and we were cruising with Silja Symphony. Departure at 5 p.m. (8th Mar) and arrived in Stockholm around 10:30 a.m. (9th Mar) and back to Helsinki at 11:30 a.m. (10th Mar). It was a short trip anyway so sorry, no souvenirs yet! ^_^
that black silhouette is me. ^_^ I just want to be mysterious (puke)
Stockholm is quite ghetto in my perspectives, in a good way. Beside, any city is ghetto-ish. Anywho, the first thing that I did was dranked hot cocoa at Sandys and walked around and ate at Burger King. Yes, Burger King. Apparently, my bf told me it is become quite tradition to come to Stockholm and ate at Burger King because Finland doesn't have Burger King. So, it is quite a treat for me as well. ^_^
It looks like I am back in 1960's. I don't know, I feel that way. ^_^
I really love Gamla Stan. The old town in Stockholm. There's a lot of small shops and cafes and tons of record store. Oh! I can image how my dad's eye will be sparkling if he's here. One day..one day...
I wasn't ready yet!!
But all good things must end. That night after Stockholm rounding, had a dinner and unfortunately the ship was rocking or shifting or tilting so much, I had a sick sea. *puke* My tummy didn't feel so good and I feel nausea the whole night.I was looking at tilting water bottle made it worst. It doesn't ruin any thing but I guess we were pretty lucky though. ^_^
JLO NEW VIDEO " ON THE FLOOR"
I've always like her. Her style and her laugh. ^_^ The video is very much JLO. Glamorous and flawless make up. You got to give credit to her make up artist. Regarding her music, hmm... ok I guess.. no big deal... /nobigdeal at least much better than Kim K "Jam" song.. that song pretty much put me on the floor like this /floor or this /no
There is a time when I feel like watching a Disney movie and today is the day that I watch it. Like one blogger said "weak story but deep psychological issues" . I don't know perhaps I've become a bitch who criticized on things like;
1. she hold handkerchief with mark of country logo and suddenly she realized she was the lost princess? I bet I was a lost princess as well... /wahaha
2. She had a golden hair when she was a baby and towards the end, Eugene cuts her hair and it turns brunette. She went to see her real parents which is the King and Queen and they accept her as her daughter. Does she suppose to have a necklace or proof that she was their lost princess? /hmm
But all and all, it is Disney. So I don't think they want to make so much hassle to do a complicated realistic story plot anyway. Keep it as it is then.. Magical Disney where all things possible. /please
Though they do have strong psychological issues message about parents who afraid to let their children out of their sight and be independent.
But I think I am too old for this Disney. Yes, yes I admit.
Today I'll be one of the curious nerd to go for launching Nintendo 3Ds at Club YK in Helsinki. I am curious how would they launch it and how many people will turn up because they given a reminder in email for people to come. So we'll see. The other thing why I want to go despite I will go alone (yes, I know, sucks) is because free food! /wahaha
Ok, move on to make up. I got this idea from Petrilude, Youtube make up guru. Mind me, I don't have original idea yet. Its still a learning process for me. This is his video.
He is using glittery eyeshadow but I am using shimmery green and blue- ish eyeshadow from Manly120 palette.
I've combine the two colors to make it similar to the one I saw in my bf's Pelit magazine.
Geek, right? I know. /blush
This is the finish look.
I hope you like it. /bye